Bad first:
I have been so sick. My fever is not high, but I am achy and miserable all over, especially when my Advil wears off. When I am on it, I am okay as long as I don’t over exert myself-which is difficult. The girl would not get off me or leave me alone all day… and she was so annoying to my achy head AND I am worried about passing it onto her (which is probably unavoidable anyways…but I still feel bad when she is climbing all over me, lying in my bed…etc). Thankfully she has a Halloween party and sleepover tonight. The mother did not mind her coming in spite of my illness, she is a teacher and figures whatever she can get exposed to, she already has. I don’t know if it is H1N1, I really have no way to find out as there is no way am I going to the hospital. Since I do have a fever, aches and (now) a cough and soreish throat…I am sorta assuming it is, but it may well not be. Either way I am sure it is a contagious virus I would prefer not to pass around!
I am hoping that the little 2 days fever Charlotte got was it, and that maybe it was so mild because of BFing? When the girl was nursing, Adam and I go two AWFUL stomach flus (you know, the both ends variety???) and she did not catch either. There were also several times that the entire playgroup got some sort of virus except her…BFing really did seem to help her immunity system a lot. Hopefully the same is true for Charlotte!
Well, I am about 5 hours from my last dose of Advil right now, cross your fingers that I feel a bit better than last time it wore off, and am on the mend.
Then Good:
Then Thursday at a play date the mom offered me cheese buns, with milk, cheese and butter. I ate one. Okay, 2. It was pure ecstasy. That night Charlotte did not poo.
Then yesterday I ordered a hamburger at one of my “safe” places for lunch…but they gave me a cheeseburger by mistake. I decided to eat it anways.
Then today….da da da da…Charlotte pooped. A normal, brownish yellow, peanut butter poop. No blood or mucous in site. Smelly, but it was normal poop smell…not the rotten second coming stink of allergy poop.
Woot! I still plan to take it slow (maybe have a little dairy every day or two for the next few weeks and keep and eye on things), both to ensure that it does not start to bother her again when it builds up, and that my recurrent tonsillitis that the dairy elimination killed does not come back. But it is progress…and it is nice to know that even if too much dairy does cause a problem for her (or me), it seems an occasional treat no longer will. I have decided to stick with rice milk as my “milk” at home. I don’t want to overdo it on the dairy (no matter what happens with Charlotte) because of my tonsils, and figure just that will cut out a lot of dairy from my diet. I am used to it and like the flavor (I use enriched vanilla) that is gives my coffee, tea, cereal and baking anyways! Actually, after all this, the thought of cow’s milk grosses me out a little anyways. Cheese and things cooked/baked with dairy are all good, but I really feel no desire for real milk, and am pretty sure I am better off without it anyways. I used to be a milk fiend…several cups a day plus coffee, tea and cereal. No wonder my tonsils and throat were a mucousy mess!
I am not trying soy until she is at least a year though, since she still cannot seem to tolerate even trace soy protein (oil or lecithin are okay if they are near the end of the ingredients) and soy was worse for her than dairy. Dairy gave green and mucous…but it was soy that gave blood!
I was dairy free for 8 and a half months!! I can hardly believe it…that I did that, or that it is (hopefully) over!!















